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Thursday, March 23, 2023

The Last Three Weeks


 An attempt to describe my state in the evenings of the last 3 weeks-ish.

The Last Three Weeks

On the overstuffed faux-suede couch I sit,

feet propped on a TJ Maxx ottoman

Bangles slowly rubbed off by a Doog-dog with an itchy face.

 

A testament to the wearing of time:

Baubles broken and missing, padding dimpled and thinning,

Stains that appear from a long forgotten. . .something.

 

I scratch my eye, 

pollen smoldering on the air,

lids heavy with another long day.

 

And here, trying to make sense

of all life requires

for business, for government, for fun

 

Muscles ache for trying - 

neuronal transmissions slowing to alpha,

begging my waking brain

 

for theta slumber

to go dark and unconscious

and then wake to do it all again.